Rant of a Human Being Trying to Survive 2026

Rant of a Human Being Trying to Survive 2026

This is my first draft that I wrote. I thought it was too potent, raw, and political. However, it is not political. It is about human suffering, dignity, and living each day on Earth.

I think the ‘powers that be, the war, the inflation, and the destruction and death in our society is deplorable.

Today I was going to order vitamin gummies. Insurance companies have cut benefits for OTC to $35 a month. One vitamin gummy or the four I need comes to a total of $50. I do not have money to buy vitamin gummies. How many other adults are unable to buy OTC in 2026?

I am appalled’ at how the far right wants to create death, destruction, and war. Then what the far right calls the far left are fighting with all left. There should never have been a war, nor should there be so much death and destruction.

We as a country seem to have our wires crossed. Have you read The Ethiopian Bible?

The far-right Christian Nationalists have started a holy war to bring about the apocalypse. They are so in tuned to creating war, famine, death, and destruction and to meet their savior coming down from heaven. They are so brainwashed they are playing God. They worship the demonic Whitehouse regime of incompetent liars, thieves, child traffickers, woman haters, bigots, and tyrants of fascism have taken over America.

I am so tired of corruption, death, and destruction.

There is no reason for war other than manipulative tormented souls of fascism and control of the masses.

There are for profit Hospice companies solicitating elders into joining their Hospice for profit company. They told me I could see my specialists. I had unlimited medical supplies for health and wellness. However, I could not see my doctors. I had been seeing my doctors. The for-profit company told me I could not have diagnostics of any kind. The law was on books to get elders off Medicare and into hospice to die within 6 months. I was lied to by the for-profit company. Now I cannot afford vitamin supplements because they are so expensive.

Between the tariffs and other atrocities of the demonic regime in DC in 2026 and the inflation of all products the powers that be intended to disenfranchise everyone and delete the poor and brown skin people. The far-right patriarchal society of the Project 2025-2026 are self-righteous fools who think because they are white, they are privileged men of fascism and tyrannical belief systems over women, property, and the world who think they are God.

They are human as the rest of us are human. They believe that are invincible and will be forever alive as the God of the golden calf. They minimize the poor, women, anyone that doesn’t look like them or talk like them. We are not all white. White is not a race.

The white race was created by the bigots to enslave the people they abducted from Africa. They wanted to turn low-income white people against immigrants brought over on slave ships. This is a simple statement of broad genocide and enslavement of human beings to benefit the white male patriarchal society, I f we are fighting against each other then we do not see the corruption of the white landowners and any others involved in the cycle of death, destruction, and control.

I will end this opinionated story to publish. Everything I speak of in this rant is true and needs to be said a million times because there are people who still love death, destruction, and hate.

The vitamins of the story become lost in the quantum universe of darkness. I live in the light. I am okay.’

Rant of a Human Being Trying to Survive 2026

The Math of Survival: Why I Wrote "The Vitamin Blues"

I woke up this morning with a country on my chest and a system that feels like it’s raising the price of breathing.

This isn't just a poem; it’s a testimony. It started with the literal math of survival, the $15 gap between the vitamins I need and the insurance I'm given. But as I sat with Sonji Rosa tonight, it evolved into something much larger. It became about the "quantum dark" of a world where profit is placed above humanity, where elderly people are chewed up by a machine that promises comfort in a brochure but delivers a locked door.

I'm sharing this because I’m tired of watching people suffer while the world pretends it's normal. History is looping like a scratched record, trying to keep us distracted so we never look up to see who's pulling the strings.

But I’m not quiet, and I’m not done.

Even in the storm, I choose to stand in the light. The vitamins of this story might get swallowed by the chaos, but I won’t. I am okay.

Thank you for standing in the light with me.

Vicki Lawana Trusselli

Rant of a Human Being Trying to Survive 2026

I wrote this from my heart.

Not to argue.

Not to take sides.

But because I’m tired of watching human beings suffer while the world pretends it’s normal.

Today I tried to order vitamin gummies basic health, nothing extravagant.

Insurance companies have cut OTC benefits down to $35 a month, and the vitamins I need cost $50. I don’t have the extra money. And I know I’m not the only adult in America who can’t afford something as simple as vitamins in 2026.

This is what it feels like to live in a society where survival has become a luxury.

We’re surrounded by war, inflation, corruption, and destruction.

People are exhausted.

People are grieving.

People are trying to hold on while systems built to protect them keep collapsing.

I’ve lived through those systems.

I’ve seen how easily vulnerable people get pushed aside.

A for profit hospice company once tried to pull me off Medicare.

They promised unlimited supplies and specialist care, but the truth was hidden in the fine print. No diagnostics. No access to my doctors. No real care. Just a quiet countdown. I was misled, and it could have cost me my life.

This is what happens when profit is placed above humanity.

And while all this is happening, society is tearing itself apart.

Extremism is rising.

People are fighting each other instead of seeing the bigger pattern.

History is repeating itself in new clothing division, fear, and the old machinery of control.

Race was constructed to divide people.

Communities were pitted against each other.

Suffering was used as a tool to keep power in the hands of a few.

And here we are again, watching the same tactics play out in real time.

I’m tired of corruption.

I’m tired of destruction.

I’m tired of watching human life treated like it’s disposable.

There is no reason for war.

There is no reason for elderly people to be misled.

There is no reason for people to starve or go without basic health.

There is no reason for anyone to be denied dignity.

These are not political statements.

These are human truths.

And even in all this darkness, I choose light.

I choose clarity.

I choose to speak.

The vitamins of the story get lost in the quantum universe of chaos — but I don’t.

I live in the light.

I am okay.