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It starts with love . . . .
I am going to stop writing . . .
here because I need to finish a screenplay.
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A filmmaker wants to make Cancer Manifesto into a film, but she needs the complete script.
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I am a cinema scholar and have written screenplays before.
If you are interested in helping me, please read all the chapters for the Chancer and Shadow Manifesto:
I even taught classes like the Films of Kurosawa and Japanese Vampire Cinema at a university.
I have decided to stop writing here for now because I need to finish the screenplay. However, I will continue to revise what I have written here and to read your articles.
Cancer Manifesto and Shadow Manifesto overview
While at the number one cancer hospital in Houston Texas, MD Anderson, undergoing extreme pain from chemo therapy, I was given drugs to help me cope with the pains . . .
. . . thereby, I entered the parallel universe of my childhood, where my father suffering from PTSD started to beat me daily, taking my clothes off and
. . . .torturing me brutally, never understanding why my body was being sacrificed, hating life and calling him Satan. . . wanting to commit suicide daily. . . .
. . .I only had one friend, my shadow . . . a demon from hell who took me to see his friends. . . read those adventures. . .
Thank you so much for reading. . . Not only does she need the screenplay ASAP, but she wants me to star in the film. . . . I am a performance artist on youtube.
Now I have forgotten my English because I think in Korean, my first language and read in Spanish. I grew up in many countries before I moved to America.I always dream of my Salamanca girlfriend, my first love.
As a defenseless child, my father would strip all my clothes off and smile sadistically, "This hurts me more than it hurts you."
Then he would proceed beat me, making sure to leave absolutely no marks where a teacher could see it. Therefore, my bottom was really hit really hard.
Indeed, I had cutting welt scars, red blood marks, and purple scratches all over my body. I was warned to tell no one, or he would kill everyone in my family. I believed him.
Sometimes we moved three times in one year because he didn't trust me. If I cried or looked like it was painful, he simply hit me harder. Therefore, I had to look into his eyes like he was a compassionate god.
To me, he became the god of pain, the god of evil, and the god of all demons. Instead, I imagined that he was taking me to eat ice cream or taking me to Disneyland as he was beating me.
I was never told about the Prince of Peace, the Goddess of Mercy, or the Mother of God. My father was not religious, just a demon.
I only knew the Stranger, Satan, the man whom I feared.
Gabi (V0)
Doc Nirvana could defeat bullies, he could outrun hungry dogs, and he could survive watching the evening news about the evil in the world.
One day as he was walking away from my father's abusive beating, he noticed someone was following him: Shadow Man, Gabi. This magical shadow actually talked back and tried to console him
He was my shadow, mixed with insanity from my punishments. He knew it was just his own shadow trying to alleviate his tortures from the God of Death. He never trusted patriarchal religions like Christianity.
Who wants a father in heaven when you have a father in hell at home?
Instead, he desired a loving woman to marry, a kind mother to protect him, or a Black Goddess like Kali to seek justice and kill all men (except him), especially his mother.
He grew up hating all men. All men are created evil. To this day, my only true friends are women. Indeed, men bore him and usually try to kiss him. I am not that kind man.
One day, I found some golden tarot cards with dice. I started to read about my future and then a golden box magically appeared.
So I talked into it, imagining it was a lamp with a genie inside. Instead, I saw a shadow inside.
Then a miracle happened, my shadow man became a human and stood before me.
What happens next is unreal. Read the next chapter. . . . Thank you! Gracias. Halloween was coming. Kids love that, even Christian kids.
More is coming. I am crying when I write this. I wrote this years ago. It is time to tell the truth. I have kept this secret for too long. I want to world to know what I went through.
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I have written about 10 chapters of the Cancer Manifesto and the sequel, Shadow Manifesto. Read below.
About the Creator
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DR. WAYNE STEIN Ted Talk Speaker, Amazon Author, Asian Gothic Scholar; Yoga Certified, Black Belts. Writer Program Admin, Writing Center Director, Cancer Survivor, Korean Born , Raised in Japan and Italy, grew up In Los Angeles. 💗💗



Comments (7)
The sensitivity from the picture is beyond words!
''Who wants a father in heaven when you have a father in hell at home?''= everyone who want to win over the hell! 🙏🍀
Dear Wayne, I lost my breath this morning reading your post. Every day, I look forward to your words and your comments; it always warms my heart to see the "Samurai" on my screen. But today, hearing that you are stepping away and learning about the battle you are facing, my heart has been heavy all day long. As artistic souls, we always speak in metaphors. My "Tectonics of the Heart" and your "Shadows" come from the same place. I recognize a kindred spirit the moment I see a metaphor in our conversations—it is our way of making sense of the earthquakes within us. I know the second time is harder than the first. It’s harder because you already know the road ahead; you know the cost, and you doubt if you have the strength to walk it again. But believe me, when the sun rises and you face a new morning, you will find yourself moving forward. Don’t look too far ahead. Just take it one day at a time. That is the only way we survive. Being a "Geologist of the Soul" isn't a mission to me—it's just a human trait that we should all share. It’s sad how people close themselves off, but please know that across the world, your voice is heard and your struggle is felt. I am with you, step by step. One day at a time. With love, Magma Star
This was deep and personally highly emotional. I do not know of a father's abuse, but I am very familiar with abuse at the hands of my children's father. We do not speak his name. He is physically out of our lives, but haunts us in his own way. I will read more about your journey.
Thank you for sharing your truth! I am so sorry! A child should never have to go through what you went through! Then cancer. I finished cancer in May of 2013. I had Native American medicine given to me by a medicine man to help me with the chemo. I have given a different medicine in the form of a tincture to place under the tongue of my brother-in-law for cancer. His cancer stopped growing. Then keytruda that was a new medicine at the time, got rid of the existing cancer. What I gave him was Chaga. Grows on birch trees in MN. Not sure where else it grows. Then I take essiac/ezzeac/renee's tea daily for my immune system since finishing chemo, as my immune system was not good. Both Native American medicines. The cancer I had was supposed to be treatable, probably not curable, but no recurrence in almost 13 years now. They said this year that the further out I go, the less likelyhood of a recurrence. Best wishes for your cure and stardom in the film.💗💕💗
Fabulous I love it 🏆💙💙💙💙
Beautiful love it!♥️♥️♥️✨️🙂